Yes. I am tired of being tired. Today I will try my best not to think about it too much and just focus on working so I can afford the things I thought I deserved. I need to discipline myself to work at least the usual. I have been lazy for more than ten years now. I used to work for eight hours and now I am just too lazy and I almost got used to it. I must change that attitude now and just focus on work and nothing else. It doesn't matter how little I earn, as long as I get used to doing something. I know there will be reward later.